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[Jan. 7th, 2007|06:16 pm] |
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My little puppy, Luke Fowler, passed away this evening at fourty minutes past five.
I loved him so much, he was just always there, just being him. I don't know what anything is going to be like without him. He was always so happy and full of life, and he looked perfectly fine just two weeks ago. He died of a kidney tumour, they thought they could operate and remove it. But he just turned for the worse, and started failing rapidly, so they put him down.
Luke Fowler, May 5, 1999 - January 7, 2007. Only seven years old. He was so young. So youthful. And now he's gone. It still hasn't sunk in, but it will.
I don't know what I'm going to do. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2006|01:21 am] |
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Hey, it's been a while. The only reason I'm here right now is to say my dog is really sick. He's in the hospital right now, the vet says his platelets are really low, his white blood cells are attacking his platelets, triggered by a booster shot he had on wednesday. She says some dogs don't make it in his situation, because they just bleed to death because they can't clot properly. I'm sure he'll make it, he's an incredibly strong dog. He's gonna pull through, I just have to keep telling myself that. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2006|07:26 pm] |
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Okay, so I haven't been updating a whole lot lately. But here I am.
Okay, so, a while ago, there were two girls I thought I liked, right? So, let's say there's Girl A and Girl B. Now, for I while I had know Girl A liked me back, but I liked Girl B a lot more than I liked Girl A, but I didn't really have a chance with Girl B. So, anyway, it comes out that I like Girl A and she likes me back, so then we figure out that we're a couple or whatever. So, anyway, we never actually go on a date, but we sit next to eachother in class and stuff, she's nice and blah blah blah. Anyway, we go out for a week, and yesterday, before class, she takes me into the hallways and says "it's not working, I just don't want to be in a relationship with you." Yeah, whatever. I wasn't exactly attached to you. But it's weird, because before that, on MSN, she was like "you know I love you right?" and then she just breaks up with me. And it came after Saturday when I was hanging out with her and a bunch of other friends, we went to the pool and shit, but before we did that, she was hanging out with someone I sit next to in class, male, they were in the park and whatever. So, now I am almost one hundred percent positive she dumped me for him. But you won't get them to say that.
So, since Girl A and Girl B talked over MSN after Girl A and I were together, they know eachother, and I pretty much fucked up any chances I had with Girl B. So, fuck.
Also, I lost my favourite silver ring I've been wearing for like three years. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. IT'S JUST FUCKING GONE. And the thing is, I care way more about that then I do that stupid girl. Psh. Fuck her. |
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[Oct. 12th, 2006|04:04 pm] |
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First, I wake up with a sore throat, so I bring ginger tea to school, which I spill on SEVEN FUCKING PAGES of a handwritten social studies essay, with text on both sides of each page, and then I have to spend fourty minutes after school fixing an assignment on a science lab we did because my stupid teammates fucked up.
FUCK. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2006|10:25 am] |
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Okay, I'm here. Updating.
Okay, so. School. New school, even though I was there for two weeks last year. It's pretty cool, except for there's this one kid who I fucking hate, and a couple more than I dsilike. But I'm with my friend, and there are a few cool kids. There are these two kids who are total... Not goths or anything, but total non-conformist sorta anarchists. it's funny to watch.
I had a lot of fun on thursday, we spent the entire morning talking about the montreal shooting. We divided the class into the people who believed that society had a total influence, large influence, small influence, and no influence, and we had a big debate, which is something I would really love to do more often.
Anyway, not from school, I had a kickass day yesterday. I walk to meet a friend of mine, and then we walk to meet another friend, and then we walk downtown. It's my first friend's birthday, and I need to buy her a birthday present. So, she's collecting these kickass belt buckles, she has the batman logo, and one that looks like a NES controller! but it's the the kind that's actually a controller, it's pewter. But anyway, we go down to the store that sells them, and there is this huge cabinet of belt buckles. My friend looks around for the one she wants, and she says to buy her the Betty Boop Belt Buckle (yes, I'm aware of the alliteration. It made me want to kill myself) so I do so, and give it to her.
Now, the girl that I'm in love with has a huge superhero fetish. Like, huge. And I see in the cabinet, the superman logo. Actually, two. Well, three. One is just the superman logo, one is the superman logo on a blue oval, and one is the supergirl logo, so it's pink, and everyone was like "get the supergirl logo!" and I said "no! She'll kick my ass!" So, yesterday, I told her that I got it for her, and she was like "No way! Are you serious? Gus, you just made my week, month maybe." So... That felt really good. I need to exchange it, though, because it's got a scratch on it, and I want to buy her the belt itself, too.
So... That's all for now. |
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| HAHAH YAY |
[Aug. 19th, 2006|02:15 pm] |
I JUST ATE SO MUCH FUCKING SUSHI.
I had:
12 pieces of Tekka maki
1 Sunomono
6 pieces of Gyoza
2 pieces of Inari
1 Negi Toro hand roll
More updating later. |
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| Gone |
[Aug. 15th, 2006|07:37 am] |
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I will be gone unil the 24th of August. |
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| Hooray! |
[Jul. 31st, 2006|07:54 pm] |
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I've been text messaging with "her" all day, and it makes me super happy. :D |
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| Alkal's lesson of the day: |
[Jul. 31st, 2006|12:14 pm] |
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Never wallow in self pity. It only hinders your ability to do anything else. |
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| I'm moving |
[Jul. 28th, 2006|10:10 am] |
So I won't be online until august 1st.
Bye guys. |
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